Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Just kinda lonely....

I really miss having a close friend that will call just because and will say, "hey, why don't we [go shopping], [have lunch], etc. today. Most of the time I feel like the only time anyone gets ahold of me is because they need me to do something for them. So I mostly just feel used and stressed out all the time. It's really catching up with me lately too. I am not very good at saying no but I am working on it.

I am working on keeping myself surrounded with positive people who lift me up. And I am getting rid of the ones that bring me down. Maybe that isn't the way to deal with it but I have tried long enough with some of the people that I am just spinning in circles. Eh.

This post was going to be really long and probably more than a little whiny. It's not anymore. I just don't care right now.

2 comments:

Brandy said...

I totally understand what you are talking about. I really wish we were closer so I could just call you to get together for dinner or whatever. I feel like we kind of took it for granted at Eureka when it was so easy to just stop by and hang out.
I hope you get feeling better.

Mrs. Jen said...

Yeah dude, I miss being able to just run down the hall and see all my friends. Running across the state just isn't as easy.