On Saturday night after church this weekend, I think my diagnosis finally hit me like a ton of bricks. As my husband and I were laying in bed talking before going to sleep, I just had the thought, "I will never feel normal again". Today is kind of a reinforcement of that. I feel so weird today, kinda woozy, a little dizzy, and just kind of out of it. I really want to go home and lay down on the couch and sleep for the rest of the day. If I had the sick time available from work, I probably would too. But because of all the doc appointments and my surgery on Wednesday, I do not only not have any days but I am in the hole with my sick days. The really sucky party is that I don't know if I am having an exacerbation or if this is from some complication with my ear surgery. I go back to the ear doctor tomorrow to get this taken care of, so hopefully she can tell me if this is a normal feeling. I think it will be awhile before I let them go back in and do the other ear, this sucks.
Weight loss this week: 2.2lbs
Total weight loss: 32.4lbs
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